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Shoot Me (Intro)
01:39
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Day one
Looking out the corner of my eye
I can see the sun
Looking out the window
What's escaped is love
Talk with father time
He's suddenly given up
Doesn't give a fuck
Wasn't there for those days where May turned to June
And blue turns to maize
Clocks tick with molasses in the hands and man
I just wish it would all go away
Rain washes away better
Day one
My pen a bullet, send button a gun
They say that everything outside is airborne, so therefore
It's just better to stay inside
Might as well chain up and wait to die
I might survive but i'm growing fat like a vacuum that sucks vats of crap
Shove your good prayers up your ass
Good luck will make you careful
Day four
But that just leads to headsores
And henceforth
Fuck you, I just need some space, don't need to talk to someone
Day one, day two, day three and four
Stuck between white walls and damaged cores
My course is cancelled, filled with assholes
Life dismantled, fuck the plan or better yet
Chuck it out the door, make it walk horse
Why the long face Mr Pearce?
It's not like you've been here for years you whore
Well fuck the rule book now
This the only way i'm getting out
With a sharp blade and blood dripping out
It's down the street now, results found
Time is waiting for me to die now
his my legacy, no need to cry now
Didn't even get a chance to say goodbye
Guess life's a rollercoaster, either strap in or...
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At Ease!
03:49
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i ain't got time for all these
bitches but i ain't gonna plead
to stand down soldier, at ease
yeah, stand down solider at ease
I wish I wasn't salty
But all I got enemies
so stand down solider at ease
yeah stand down solider at ease
at ease soldier
no one can see, hold up
don't you dare plead, solider
throw it down please, right now
at ease soldier
don't you dare plead, solider
no one can see, hold up
don't you dare plead, right now
walking round like you own the place like your wearing a tin badge
talking like you know the prince but bitch you ain't got that
choke me out then spit at me, like, when you gonna attack
give me 5 seconds and i'll fucking take a knife to your goddamn back you fucking ass
calm down
rain sounds
wipe tears and put flames down
said 'hey, let's all just calm down'
that's when he got the knife out
that's when I ran and got out
they chased me and I cried out
I hid in bushes for 30 minutes but 'that's the past now'.
"smoke weed with me young brother
get to know me a little bit better
I was an asshole back in year 5 but i've changed my ways
i'm not a bad guy!"
I didn't accept, duh
got a little lightheaded, fuck
Joker on your face, yuck
Now your smile always stuck
i ain't got time for all these
bitches but i ain't gonna plead
to stand down soldier, at ease
yeah, stand down solider at ease
I wish I wasn't salty
But all I got enemies
so stand down solider at ease
yeah stand down solider at ease
at ease soldier
no one can see, hold up
don't you dare plead, solider
throw it down please, right now
at ease soldier
don't you dare plead, solider
no one can see, hold up
don't you dare plead, right now
fuck!
i bet you all wished I died on that bridge
ain't surviving this shit
when I left, you probably preyed that was it
when we arrived you thought 'oh holy shit
just fuck off, i never asked for this'
fuck it, we'll just leave
concrete shoes always fit
fuck this little freindship
we were never meant for it
y'all just put us on the side
what the fuck did you say?
don't whisper, say it to my face
and they say 'go away'
said 'you made a really shit mixtape'
say it to our face
leave us alone out in space
leave us dangling today
nothing you say makes the pain go away
redemption is dead and erased
when all is done
when all is said
you'll be the reason Ryan Benis is dead
cause fuck this world
and fuck your name
I know you wanted me to be dead instead
I know you wanted me to be replaced
you hate my verses, say it to my face
tell me that i'm constantly second place
call you Jack Nance cause your getting erased
so i hope you lived your best life
because now this bridge will end you tonight
do these shoes fit are they too tight
salute your captain say goodnight
now fly
i ain't got time for all these
bitches but i ain't gonna plead
to stand down soldier, at ease
yeah, stand down solider at ease
I wish I wasn't salty
But all I got enemies
so stand down solider at ease
yeah stand down solider at ease
at ease soldier
no one can see, hold up
don't you dare plead, solider
throw it down please, right now
at ease soldier
don't you dare plead, solider
no one can see, hold up
don't you dare plead
i'm at ease!
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3. |
OFF THE RAILS
05:13
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4. |
Wishlist
03:48
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5. |
Rollercaoster (Pts. 1-2)
06:56
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there are so many things that honestly, i'll never tell
i'll keep these secrets locked within till I go to hell
I try to bury all these demons but they always dwell
Lord and saviour, sent an exorcist into my empty cell
and i've been stuck and somehow it is getting hard to breathe
I look into the light and see the only way it leads
And if they shoot me I hope that I will be at ease
My life's a rollercoaster, my wishlist now empty
The light is burning in my face, call me a damn disgrace
If that's the fact then let's flash back to this poor childs face
I could barely speak
Fuck you, do you see me?
you tell me all your briefs
But now i've shown my teeth!
Why, why?
Life's a rollercoaster, you strap in die
Why, why?
Life's a rollercoaster, let's strap in
Where did I go wrong?
Stop that
Got a lockpick on my backpack
With my heart trapped and I'm stuck, man
And I got not key to unlock, damn
And i'm feeling in the wrong key
Feeling extremely dead dying and deceased
It seems to me that i'm never gonna slow down
Overthink the world now
Everything is so oud when the only sounds are screaming
Unfuckable, unlovable, my backbone was uncomfortable
I drowned in bathrooms, wish I won
My head is spun, i'm left broken
I'm a man of my word and I wish that I could watch me die a thousand times
And I still wouldn't be that satisfied
But that's all I
My ego wants to die
I yell in microphones cause my tear ducts can no longer cry
But I just don't wanna die
This is the real first time
That I am now loving life
So fuck you I will survivie
You cna't tell me who is right
To all the assholes that fight
To try and beat my head until I think about suicide
I know I can''t take that back
I know I'm stuck in these traps
But I know that's not a track
So now I die in the back
Why, why?
Life's a rollercoaster, you strap in die
Why, why?
Life's a rollercoaster, let's strap in
Where did I go wrong?
So look into my eyes
Are they the same as mine?
I'll say that one more time
Before I dip and dive
And I will say this once
And never say again
The ghosts are freed and now i'm feeling like I got an empty head
I should be dead
I'm here instead
I'll see you spent
Go spend
Accend
My life
Is tread
On god
Live long
Just try, that's all
Life's a rollercoaster
Let's strap in and die
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