Day one Looking out the corner of my eye I can see the sun Looking out the window What's escaped is love Talk with father time He's suddenly given up Doesn't give a fuck Wasn't there for those days where May turned to June And blue turns to maize Clocks tick with molasses in the hands and man I just wish it would all go away Rain washes away better Day one My pen a bullet, send button a gun They say that everything outside is airborne, so therefore It's just better to stay inside Might as well chain up and wait to die I might survive but i'm growing fat like a vacuum that sucks vats of crap Shove your good prayers up your ass Good luck will make you careful Day four But that just leads to headsores And henceforth Fuck you, I just need some space, don't need to talk to someone Day one, day two, day three and four Stuck between white walls and damaged cores My course is cancelled, filled with assholes Life dismantled, fuck the plan or better yet Chuck it out the door, make it walk horse Why the long face Mr Pearce? It's not like you've been here for years you whore Well fuck the rule book now This the only way i'm getting out With a sharp blade and blood dripping out It's down the street now, results found Time is waiting for me to die now his my legacy, no need to cry now Didn't even get a chance to say goodbye Guess life's a rollercoaster, either strap in or...

i ain't got time for all these bitches but i ain't gonna plead to stand down soldier, at ease yeah, stand down solider at ease I wish I wasn't salty But all I got enemies so stand down solider at ease yeah stand down solider at ease at ease soldier no one can see, hold up don't you dare plead, solider throw it down please, right now at ease soldier don't you dare plead, solider no one can see, hold up don't you dare plead, right now walking round like you own the place like your wearing a tin badge talking like you know the prince but bitch you ain't got that choke me out then spit at me, like, when you gonna attack give me 5 seconds and i'll fucking take a knife to your goddamn back you fucking ass calm down rain sounds wipe tears and put flames down said 'hey, let's all just calm down' that's when he got the knife out that's when I ran and got out they chased me and I cried out I hid in bushes for 30 minutes but 'that's the past now'. "smoke weed with me young brother get to know me a little bit better I was an asshole back in year 5 but i've changed my ways i'm not a bad guy!" I didn't accept, duh got a little lightheaded, fuck Joker on your face, yuck Now your smile always stuck i ain't got time for all these bitches but i ain't gonna plead to stand down soldier, at ease yeah, stand down solider at ease I wish I wasn't salty But all I got enemies so stand down solider at ease yeah stand down solider at ease at ease soldier no one can see, hold up don't you dare plead, solider throw it down please, right now at ease soldier don't you dare plead, solider no one can see, hold up don't you dare plead, right now fuck! i bet you all wished I died on that bridge ain't surviving this shit when I left, you probably preyed that was it when we arrived you thought 'oh holy shit just fuck off, i never asked for this' fuck it, we'll just leave concrete shoes always fit fuck this little freindship we were never meant for it y'all just put us on the side what the fuck did you say? don't whisper, say it to my face and they say 'go away' said 'you made a really shit mixtape' say it to our face leave us alone out in space leave us dangling today nothing you say makes the pain go away redemption is dead and erased when all is done when all is said you'll be the reason Ryan Benis is dead cause fuck this world and fuck your name I know you wanted me to be dead instead I know you wanted me to be replaced you hate my verses, say it to my face tell me that i'm constantly second place call you Jack Nance cause your getting erased so i hope you lived your best life because now this bridge will end you tonight do these shoes fit are they too tight salute your captain say goodnight now fly i ain't got time for all these bitches but i ain't gonna plead to stand down soldier, at ease yeah, stand down solider at ease I wish I wasn't salty But all I got enemies so stand down solider at ease yeah stand down solider at ease at ease soldier no one can see, hold up don't you dare plead, solider throw it down please, right now at ease soldier don't you dare plead, solider no one can see, hold up don't you dare plead i'm at ease!

there are so many things that honestly, i'll never tell i'll keep these secrets locked within till I go to hell I try to bury all these demons but they always dwell Lord and saviour, sent an exorcist into my empty cell and i've been stuck and somehow it is getting hard to breathe I look into the light and see the only way it leads And if they shoot me I hope that I will be at ease My life's a rollercoaster, my wishlist now empty The light is burning in my face, call me a damn disgrace If that's the fact then let's flash back to this poor childs face I could barely speak Fuck you, do you see me? you tell me all your briefs But now i've shown my teeth! Why, why? Life's a rollercoaster, you strap in die Why, why? Life's a rollercoaster, let's strap in Where did I go wrong? Stop that Got a lockpick on my backpack With my heart trapped and I'm stuck, man And I got not key to unlock, damn And i'm feeling in the wrong key Feeling extremely dead dying and deceased It seems to me that i'm never gonna slow down Overthink the world now Everything is so oud when the only sounds are screaming Unfuckable, unlovable, my backbone was uncomfortable I drowned in bathrooms, wish I won My head is spun, i'm left broken I'm a man of my word and I wish that I could watch me die a thousand times And I still wouldn't be that satisfied But that's all I My ego wants to die I yell in microphones cause my tear ducts can no longer cry But I just don't wanna die This is the real first time That I am now loving life So fuck you I will survivie You cna't tell me who is right To all the assholes that fight To try and beat my head until I think about suicide I know I can''t take that back I know I'm stuck in these traps But I know that's not a track So now I die in the back Why, why? Life's a rollercoaster, you strap in die Why, why? Life's a rollercoaster, let's strap in Where did I go wrong? So look into my eyes Are they the same as mine? I'll say that one more time Before I dip and dive And I will say this once And never say again The ghosts are freed and now i'm feeling like I got an empty head I should be dead I'm here instead I'll see you spent Go spend Accend My life Is tread On god Live long Just try, that's all Life's a rollercoaster Let's strap in and die